Wo Deng Zhe Ni Hui Lai

ol'skool


i've always liked this song ever since i've heard it in secondary school...and i like the remix version as well...but the original version gives me the goosebumps ;)

nu skool


God, it took me so long to gt the spellin right.

this strange effect

You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it

You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it

You make my world seem right
You make my darkness bright, oh yes
You've got this strange effect on me
And I like it, and I like it

And I like the way you kiss me
Don't know if I should
But this feeling it's love and I know it
That's why I feel good

* weird ; even when its upsettin' and disrupts my mojo...

Inspiron Mini

i've got myself a new toy...

well, i would have preferred something larger but never the less, it serves its purpose
purpose..well, all i need it for right now is to surf the net and yes, the day is not complete without seeing her and talking to her before i sleep...

could have waited and got a better , larger one but... naaa, i need it and i want it for the pupose...

but

"Some netbooks have Windows 7 Starter Edition, which does not allow you to change the desktop wallpaper."

...fuckin A...time for downgrade to xp...lol

so i shall use this for now, can't be depending on me hsemates lappie all the time...and when i get a new toy of the same sort i shall give this to the niece ( sis aint gonna be happy about it )...

Obnoxious

i say the darnest things when i am pissed and upset...



till 0:17

and i guess my ridiculous words would be inconspicuous but i reckon it caused some collateral damages.

Another brilliant comment...

No matter how you say it, i am a word triggered person, you may have said it jokingly but that does not work for me ; but i've made a mistake, so fine, i've got to accept all that comes with the terms and conditions but to put it up in public, wow, wtf am i to you?

like seriously, would you really cover my back when i need you to? would you really take care of my well beings when im down with sickness? would you even shed a tear when im dead and gone?

by having to put up some childish comment up in a public space; which i really despise, and you know this, i've told you and bitched to you about it and yet you went and did something like that..well yea, nothing compared to what i did huh?( just make sure you don't fall in that manner, we all have done things that we once said that we wont do, who knows you might do something simillar, i just dont trust human instincts, not you and we know the females are better at doing a good good job at covering it up)

anyway, i realised the posts are getting depresseive lately, well what can i say, i dont really have a life no more, and most of the time is killed solving other people issues, sleep and talking to the one thats supposedly be covering your back ; seldom meet up with the rest of the world that i once knew for all it can be wrong for someone but thats alright, there's always a price to pay.
i can';t help but to think where all this is going to go...2 more years till the big 3-0 shiest, wait this year is ending, 1 more year to hit...where am i going to be? where all this going to go? would i make it in life to be my family's provider? would she stop this and really be someone who encourages rather than discourages? would i be able to finance my niece and nephew to be studying abroad? would i have enough to help myself and the needy? well of course theres plans and recovery methods but at this very point, yes this very point, i wish i can fast fwd and see it how it ends and spoil the fun.

i wish to sleep and never wake up...whats left to be done, to see the next generation grow up? what if i can't be a provider? what is the point? ...getting married? hmmph, at this rate it looks like a joke... making it in life? how to be nice and be rich?

be opptismistic,people say...well fuck you cos each time i try , something is said to bring that flava out of my mind...fuck you and your opticmistic-ism, ...

ouh what am i ranting about...people ard me have always doubted me in many levels, parents to teachers to friends to significant others...it is a selfish world and when we're gone we don't bring anything with us but the sins and some so called good deeds.

so yea this is nothing new, everyone like everyone one just doubts everyone and i have alwyas been doubted by those who are really close to me. so yeaaaa....makes no difference, thats the key word, and maybe you' have staged all this...but wit all this i am glad that i admitted that mistake...cos i got to see this side, i guess not many woulkd have; hence they might think you are all sweet and nice,like the stalker of urs,hahahahahaha....

dayuummm, see how the ball rolls....man, i hd to make a mistake to see this side of you to get to know the real you which compromises both good and bad....

and i don't have to write some grammatically correct essay with some words that people dont even know exists to prove or show i am a class above you.

and i shall make some difference...

Tune Up

Its really hard being in love, i mean, yea its really nice too, yes i kinda contradicted myself there...with all the good things that one feels and mentions and cherishes and...( i can go on and on), but at the same time, the slightest thing that goes wrong can cause damages that can lead to a catastrophic failure of a relationship.

Everyone makes mistakes, but to what degree a mistake is tolerable is definitely up to that individual.

Forgive and forget, compromise, give and take... how much would you give? how much can you take? how well can you compromise? would you forgive? would you forget?

Well, Rome was not built in a day they say, and i doubt a relationship is either...

I know i've made a mistake, and to be given a 2nd chance is a great deal..it is.

Just have to tune and refine on both ends...

I Put A Spell On You

I put a spell on you
Because you're mine.
I can't stand the things that you do.
No, no, no, I ain't lyin'.
No.
I don't care if you don't want me
'Cause I'm yours, yours, yours anyhow.
Yeah, I'm yours, yours, yours.
I love you. I love you. (Repeat Three Times)
Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah....
I put a spell on you.
Lord! Lord! Lord! ...
.'Cause you're mine, yeah.
I can't stand the things that you do
When you're foolin' around.
I don't care if you don't want me.
'Cause I'm yours, yours, yours anyhow.
Yeah, yours, yours, yours!
I can't stand your foolin' around.
If I can't have you,
No one will!
I love you, you, you! I love you. I love you. I love you!
I love you, you, you!
I don't care if you don't want me.
'Cause I'm yours, yours, yours anyhow.

*I digg the fact that she diggs Marilyn Manson ;)