Please End My Misery

I crashed twice in a week, and im fine...why wouldnt my Creator put a full stop in my story.

Whats my purpose here???

You should have ended it, let me be there with You and seek forgiveness in any way possible for the rest of eternity.

Why???

Would some one please End MY Misery.My chest feels heavier and heavier as each day passes by.

Why am I tested Lord?? Whats My Purpose Here.???