Are you alright?

Its kinda pissin off...ok more like worryin'...not knowing if the person is alright...ate well...slept well...not a daily report kinda thing but you know...just to know if the person is fine...

not allowed to call, not allowed to communicate...well i know i dont always follow the rules but if i dont, im most likely to be blamed for not respecting the decision...

and yes, the ego...damn the ego i tell ya...and even if i dropped it and called or text-ed...when thez no reply, lagi la i worry and get frustrated...yea , yea, i deserve it..but still...this kills man. *sighs* a lil sign that u're doin fine would be good.